I build reality on dreams…
Yes, dreams are improbable sometimes…
Dreams are precarious, they can shatter, they can hurt…
Yet, I am not going to stop…
I dream what I want and am not going to stop till it’s realized!
Call me a fool… I don’t care… this is what I want!
I am either fighting for it or leaving this illusionary world behind, all alone!
Every year I think I grow up a bit more, but fortunately, I don’t! :P People say as you grow, your b’day becomes yet another day in your life! But naah not for me! I just can’t contol the excitement my b’day brings me, but this time the excitement was double :D (With a sparkling wink) and I just can’t stop jumping cos every June 24th is going to be more awesome and more special!I just want to register some of the sweet wishes here in my Blog ^_^ (couldn’t store all in my mob inbox u see ^_^) So here it goes…
Taj: Advance birthday wishes da. Many many more happy returns of the day. will try to wish u at 12 I may sleep off. Sorry for that :P and happy happy b’day! ;) (Thank you Ms. Perfect ;))
Karr: Wish u many more happy returns of tht day. Wish you keep smiling from this instant and for the rest of your life (Sure Karr I guess I will be! :D)
Jess: It’s 12 in my clock and ur day is here… wish u very very happy b’day. You have patiently invested 22yrs of your life and it’s time for life to repay it. You are an angel and you deserve every single happiness in your life. You are a bloody sweet gal so wish u a bloody sweet b’day to u! Treat me if you can J you will have my blessings too… any way I am elder than u so I can ;) hapy b’day varshu. (Am choking actually! ;) But thanks! Tat was sweet! :D and sorry couldn treat u :P)
Sai: Happy b’day dear. Take care and be happy forever. Forget me not... keep rocking as always. (I won’t forget ya… and thanks for not forgetting my b’day! :D)
DD: Hey ya…Many more happy returns of the day. Have an awesome year ahead. Let all your dreams and wishes come true! Happy birthday! (Thank you de ma! ;))
Leks: VVVVVVVV...hap hap happppy bday to uuu..happy bday to u..happy bday to u..happy bday dear V...happy bday to u...u were born in d zooo...u wr born in d zoo..especially with DD ;P n yaah..me too ^0^ loadza love n hugs... (This wish was in FB.. still one of the best! :) Thank u soo much dear :))
Ram: Jus half an hr more… advance wishes for your birthday… wishing you all the best for your future, you will reach olaces smart girl :) (Smart gal? ya ;) :D thanks :P)
Thank you soo much guys… I am soo glad to have you as my best best buddies :) I know I have missed loads of ppl here… but it doesn mean u guys are not spl… thanks a lott for remembering this day and wishing me!!!! (Really u guys make me fly wayyy beyond cloud 9 ^_^)
And smoke!!! Grrr… I have to remind him that today is my b’day! But… I am excusing you for the couple treat that you and ritz gave me ;) (Thanks and cheers to the most romantic couples :P)
I expected Mug to forget my b’day this yr too but she called and wished! So sweet of you muggy! Love you always!
Loads of wishes from friends and foes (too) but the special wish from the brown-eyed kitty ;) sooooo made my day! (loved every wrd u told me ^_^) Thank you sooo much…love ya…and miss ya :( :)
The only sad part today is that… my loving bro is not around this year cos of his proj work (?!?!? Cant believe it :P) (Yes yes for the first time ever, apart from the first 2 yrs of my life he is not with me on my b’day) I really miss you and the fun is not even half wen you are not around! Love you loads and missed you very very much! and (psstt... tatz the cake dad got for me.... u missed it :P ha ha ha)
Mom and Dad, You made this day a zillion times more special! Love you forever.. mmuuaah! :) :) :) :)
Assumptions
Assuming is good, some say. Assuming is bad, I say.
Assuming sets expectations and when it’s not met… Tat’s it… the castle crumbles down and you find it hard to build it again. Many things in life are not completely in our hands, though some great men say, “Your life is in your hands".
Selfish
Everything in life definitely has some kind of domino's effect. But the funny part is, when you are selfless people doesn’t really notice you! (That is…no domino's effect), all they do is take advantage (may be unconsciously!). If you begin to be selfish the whole world turns against you and tags you for being such an evil! Following which everything around you goes wrong and you lose your peace!
P.S: I am so glad May is almost over! I am planning to keep milling! (Keeping fingers crossed that JUNE is going to be AWESOME!)
Hundreds of merry people around
Only makes me more confound
What is the merriment all about?
Is my ego and I picking a bout?
Now why am I feeling naked?
Where has my shell shattered?
I am nothing without my shell
Now don’t punish me to hell
Not now, please not now!
Bits and pieces glitter on the floor
I know I have not lost the whole
I am trying to bind it back one by one
Let me get inside before you shun
Albeit I abandoned you
Ego, I am nothing without you!
Come back to me
For, I am a fool without thee!
People change a lot with the change of time. Whether the change is for good or bad depends!
Recently, I got a chance to catch up with a few of my old school buddies, thanks to the n number of social networking sites!
Back in school, I considered someone as my real close friend and thought she is going to be my BFF! However, as time passed we split, cos she shifted her house to the other corner of the city. Unfortunately, seven years ere we did not use cell phones and relied on landlines for communication. The girl left and never cared to leave her new telephone number. I did try hard to contact her (like a mad lover… don’t get me wrong here!) but failed! Now, after seven years I got to meet her again in a social networking site and ended up telling this
“me: How are you?
her: blah blah.. blah blah blah blah...
me: Ah huh?her: blah blah.. blah blah blah blah...
me: Well... from where did you catch this attitude? Did you forget all our good old days! You have changed a lot gal. You feel like a complete stranger to me now
her: really? ha ha ha... blah blah blah
me: |@..@| duh!!! (now why did she say really?!?!)”
Parallely, a strange but surprising thing happened! I have never talked to this person at school. Have I at least borrowed your notes? Cos I used to borrow math books and notes from known and unknown faces of my class just to copy the homework ;)
The crux is...we ended up talking like best friends catching up on good old days. What was surprising was that we talked as if we know each other for a long time…no ego, no bad attitude, no feeling of ignominy, trash talk, career talk, and what not? End of the day, I felt I could have befriended this nice person years back!
What’s the big surprise all of us meet some known strangers in life.
